It is hard to answer this question. Had you asked me in January the answer would have been "hell no" and if you ask me next January the answer had better be "yep!" but for now, well, it's neither of those. Really the answer, as any good lawyer will tell you, is "it depends". Some days are really good and some days are not so good. When I have too much time to think, those are the not so good days ... good thing I like being busy!
It is hard to put a lot of feelings in the right words, luckily some very talented artists have already done it for me. So I am going to share some of my feelings with you through their art.
Sometimes I feel like the girl with the chainsaw - I just want to erase it all - I want to be "sittin' on a stump":
Sometimes I feel like I should have known it was trouble and that the worst part was losing myself:
Sometimes I feel blue and dark grey because I miss the red:
Sometimes I really just wish I could break his heart, but well, I can't:
But a lot of times, I just feel close, close but not there, not yet:
So, am I ok? Well, it depends. But "it depends" is a hell of a lot better than "no". So I guess that is progress.
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